by Susan Caldwell

Susan Caldwell moved from California to China to get away from personal, family, and church scandals and shattered dreams. At first, adjusting to a very different but fascinating culture brought escape through adventure, frustration and humor. But as the layers of mystery and reserve began to peel away she got to know Chinese people on deeper levels. At the same time the self-protective layers of her own heart began to painfully peel away, exposing her broken inner life. In this sizzling and transparent memoir Susan tells the story of how the process of facing brokenness and betrayal opened her heart to God's love - the most scandalous love of all.